still waiting ... almost 40 weeks now

I cannot believe I have been pregnant for almost 40 weeks of this year already! Close approaching my due date and all I can do is give my baby a pep talk every morning about how life on the outside is better (sounds like shes in prision) hehe:) I jiggle my tummy and pat it while chanting over and over... 'Its time to come out now Leah'... in the hopes that this will bring on the contractions... sadly nothing yet!

I met my delivery docter on tuesday, which was wonderful. Her name is Dr Seiler and she really is a nice lady! I am already 2 cms and baby has dropped... so lots of pressure! I wake up every morning with this great excitment... like christmas morning just hoping today will be the day... I dream about her at night wondering what she will look like, sounds like, be like!

I am so ready for this child is unbelievable! I would never have thought I would feel this way and be where I am now 4 months ago when things were so utterly depressing and dark! I have grown so much as a person and learnt so much! I have overcome this challenge and come out the otherside a strong, confident and possitive Mother! I am proud of myself and I know that oneday when I tell my daughter the journey of these 9 months she will be proud of me too!

Now all I can say is 'hurry up little one, Mommy wants to meet you'